Pasrah, Elektronik emang suka gitu.

Sebelum gue meng compose blog gue ini, sebenarnya dan sejujurnya gue telah menulis panjang dan sangat lebar salah satu pengalaman yang terjadi dirumah gue sendiri. Gue sebut dia ART KILLER. Atau Asisten Rumah Tangga Killer. Karna menurut pendapat jiwa gue menyebutkan pembantu itu terlalu kasar untuk seorang siswi unyu seperti gue (muntah aja gapapa), jadi gue sebut aja dia ART. Balik lagi ke topik, setelah gue menulis banyak dan merangkai kata kata agar indah dibaca, HP gue mati. Mampus. Gue belom mempublikasikan itu cerita blog gue, gue sakit hati. Sakitnya sangat mendalam hingga akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk gantung diri di jembatan juanda tapi setelah gue mau mencoba hal ini, gue inget kembali kalo masih ada yang sayang sama gue. Bukan, bukan pacar atau gebetan. Tapi, bokap nyokap. Gue kesel banget banget sama hal kaya gini, akhirnya gue mencoba untuk menulis ulang menggunakan laptop gue. Gue masuk kamar, gue cari cari dimana itu laptop dan gak ketemu! Gue makin memanas, pada intinya gue lupa dimana naro itu laptop. Bodoh nya mulai keluar, gue gaberani tanya mama gue nanti dia nyangka laptop nya ilang trus ntar gue di kasih hukuman ga makan sampe naik kelas. Iya emang, ganyambung. Gue duduk sebentar, gue berfikir dimana gue taro itu laptop. *TING!!* otak gue bunyi, sepertinya gue taro di tas sekolah gue. Soalnya emang gue sering bawa laptop ke sekolah. Bukan, bukan buat belajar. Tapi buat minta film sama Radims. Oh iya, gue mau kenalin temen gue namanya Radims. Nama nya panjang banget, jadi dia terbiasa di panggil Radims. Dia ini baik, fantastis, putih, dan doyan di elus. Dan suatu kebanggaan dari diri dia sendiri adalah: Jago edit foto! Yang mau cantik edit nya di Radims yah! Setelah gue cari itu tas gue dan ngebuka nya pelan-pelan, wajah gue langsung ber seri seri seperti peri ketiban ikan teri, Laptop gue ada. Gue seneng, sujud syukur dan langsung shalat tahajud jam 12 siang. Akhirnya gue mulai meng aktifkan laptop gue tapi ga nyala. Tenang-tenang gausah panik, battery nya abis. Gue menuju stop kontak untuk pasang charger laptop, dan setelah kabel mau terpasang di stop kontak, 3 detik terakhir berbunyi JEBRET!! FAK MATI LAMPU! Gue nyerah kalo PLN berkata lain, akhirnya dengan kemampuan gue yang hanya bisa tidur sambil meratapi ke gagalan tulisan blog gue. Kata kata terakhir, gue mau mengucapkan terimakasih kepada Radims yang nggak tau namanya gue pake disini, siapa tau lo bisa menerima dan senang namanya gue pajang di blog gue. Dan segenap team ART gue yang killer, sekaligus keluarga kecil gue yang sangat membantu dalam pembuatan blog unyu ini.

Gak penting untuk di publikasi kan, tapi gue mau mempublikasikan-nya.

Seperti yang tertera di judul blog gue, ini ga penting untuk di publikasi kan. Namun atas kesadaran hati nurani gue yang baik dan unyu ini, gue mau mempublikasikannya. Ini adalah pertama kali nya gue nulis pengalaman pribadi gue ke dalam blog gue sendiri, sedikit bikin muntah untuk di baca (kalo mau muntah ya gapapa, gue udah duluan). Ceritanya berawal dari gue kelas 2 SMP. Gue sekolah disalah satu sekolah Menengah Pertama Negri di kawasan Depok. (Baca: SMPN6). Ya yang udah banyak orang tau sih, kalo lagi masa masa sekolah itu lagi seneng-seneng nya suka sama lawan jenis. Ya hampir dibilang 90% orang jatuh cinta pertama kali pada masa SMP (oke soal persentase nya gue ngarang). Gue punya temen rumah, Namanya Rizky. Tapi sering banget di panggil "boyo" gue juga gatau kenapa dia di panggil gitu, apa emang karna dia ke boyo-boyo an? Atau emang karna dia kena virus boyo? Atau jangan jangan emang nama panjang nya ada kata boyo!oke itu gapenting siapa boyo, tapi gue pernah menjalin hubungan tak terduka, tak terdeteksi, tak meng-ngagumkan dengan orang ini. Awal gue kenal dia itu dari BBM, dimasa masa gue sedang senang nya menggunakan ponsel Android, tiba-tiba secara misterius muncul nama "Boyo" di BBM gue, dia ngeinvite gue pemirsah! Karna tujuan gue menggunakan BBM ini untuk memperbanyak teman dan bukan meng koleksi mantan, jadi gue accept undangan dia. Galama setelah kita temenan di BBM, dia ngechat gue. "PING!!" Itu simbol pertama yang dia keluarin ketika ngechat gue. Dan berakhir gue bales. "Kenapa?" Dia nyaut "eh elo bukannya yang tinggal di PGRI ya?". Lah ini orang udah tau kenapa nanya? Etde. "Iya kenapa emang?". Obrolan gue dan dia berlanjut terus sampe akhirnya dia tau gue sekolah dimana, dia tau rumah gue blok berapa, dan sampe dia tau hobi bokap gue sendiri. Dari hari itu, sampe seterusnya gue jadi lebih deket sama dia dan kadang suka main bareng gitu deh. Lama kelamaan, gue ngerasa ada yang beda dari diri gue sendiri. Gue jadi jauh lebih care sama dia, gue malah jauh lebih sering nyariin dia, dan sial nya gue jadi suka sama dia. Tapi, rasa suka gue hanya bertahan 1 minggu lebih 2 hari setengah, setelah gue mengetahui kalo dia itu udah taken! Dan pacar nya itu kakak kelas gue sendiri di SMPN6. Bangstooth. *bunyi lagu Pelangi by HIV!* Setelah mengetahui hal tersebut, dengan kelembutan hati gue, gue mulai menjauh menjauh sampe kadang gakeliatan kaya pluto. Gue mulai menghindar dan jaga jarak sama dia, ketika gue berhasil move on walaupun belum menemukan yang lain, dia datang kembali! Dia datang di tanggal 24, bulannya gue lupa dan itu tepat jam 7:00 PM. Seperti biasa dia ngegreet gue dengan menekan option "PING!!". Karna masih ada rasa yang tidak terlalu dalam, dan sempat terpendam seperti kapal titanic yang ga di evakuasi lalu menjadi bangkai di laut, gue membalas pesan dia. "Kenapa ky?". Dia langsung nge read message gue dan gue akui dia sangat pemberani dan tidak bijaksana. "Gue mau ngomong!" "Gue suka sama lo" "lo mau gak jadi pacar gue?". NAH LOHHHHHH!!!!!!! Gue bingung, gue frustasi, gue mau guling gulingan, gue mau loncat dari jembatan Ancol. Tanpa gue ngeread, gue baca lewat notification hp gue. Setelah berfikir selama 10 menit, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk menerima dia untuk kesempatan yang pertama, karna gue pernah suka sama dia dan sempet ga bisa dapetin dia. Akhirnya, pada tanggal 24 jam 7:10 pm gue resmi taken sama Rizky. Hari pertama gue jadian, semua berjalan lancar hingga siang hari di hari jum'at ketika gue pulang sekolah. Berhubung dia kelas 9 di Pasmer (Baca: SMPN4), dia baru selesai tryout dan lagi libur. waktu gue pulang sekolah dia kabarin gue, gue mau di jemput sama dia apa nggak pas balik sekolah. Tapi disitu gue nolak karna emang gue ada kerja kelompok. Gue benci, gue sebel dan sekaligus gue kesel karna disini dia ngelarang gue buat kerja kelompok. Lah lo siapa gue? Pacar? Iye baru sehari. Kalo boleh jujur, gue bukan anak yang bisa di atur sana sini. Gue suka kebebasan, karna kedua orang tua gue sendiri membebaskan gue asalkan itu positive dan gue bener-bener seneng apa yang gue lakuin. Di hari itu, jam 1 siang, di hari pertama jadian, gue berantem! Berantem karna hal sepele yang gue anggap harusnya cowo bisa jauh lebih ngertiin cewe. Kalo cewe marah, ya lo nenangin. Bukannya malah cewe marah lo ikutan marah! Salah besar. Besar banget. Serius. Disore hari nya, gue udah mulai baikan sama dia. Dia itu gajelas, moodyan, dan aneh kalo menurut gue. Waktu sore lagi ujan deres banget, ada yang gedor-gedor pager rumah gue. Gue shock, mau mati, mau pingsan. Gue kira orang jahat bakal nyulik gue trus gue bakal nangis unyu dihadapan mereka dan akhirnya mereka ngasih gue nasi basi. Ternyata perkiraan gue salah, itu si Boyo depan rumah! Gembel. "HAI!" "Foto aku dong". Buset, dateng dateng, udah bikin gue jantungan (untung ga mati) malah minta difoto. Bagus engga, dekil iya. Gue nyaut "ENGGA! Ngga! Pulang lo, mandi." Akhirnya dia lari terbirit birit pulang kerumah. Sumpah demi apapun gue ilfill parah disitu. Gue curhat sama temen deket gue, dia ngakak ga berenti katanya. Ya baru katanya sih, ga ada bukti. Malem nya, gue berantem lagi sama dia, sumpah ya baru sehariiiii jadian aja udah gini, gue gakuat. Gue akhirnya minta pertolongan oleh temen temen gue yang sudah ahli dan jago dalam bidang ini. Mereka bilang, fix banget gue harus putusin dia. Harus segera, secepatnya dan jangan di tunda. Keesokan hari nya, gue coba ngomong pelan pelan sama dia, gue kasih pengertian kalo kita emang cocok jadi temen, dan galebih. Gue jujur kedia, kalo gue ga nyaman sama sikap dia yang over protective dan suka aneh. Hal hasil, dia ketawa. Dia anggap gue bercanda. Dude, come on. Gue ga bercanda sama sekali, gue sedang serius. Setelah gue jelasin panjang dan lebar yang kira kira panjangnya itu 12m dan lebar nya 15m, dia baru sadar. Bolot. Dia marah besar sama gue, bener bener marah. Gue gapeduli, bodo amat dia mau teguling di aspal apa nggak, yang jelas hubungan gue dan dia berakhir. Terhitung gue jadian sama dia cuma satu hari setengah. Setelah kejadian itu hingga kini gue belom bisa membuka hati buat siapa pun, untuk dijadikan sesuatu yang bisa bertahan lama dalam diri gue sendiri. Moral Value dari kisah buruk gue ini yang tidak patut dibaca oleh anak 13 tahun kebawah adalah: jangan pernah menjalin sebuah hubungan dengan seseorang jika terlalu terburu-buru dan tanpa sebab. Buat Rizky atau Boyo yang ada di luar sana ( gue gatau lo dimana), terima kasih telah memberikan satu buah cerita di blog gue ini, gue harap lo baca dan tidak ber nostalgia.

7 ALASAN MENGAPA PEREMPUAN SUKA MENDAKI GUNUNG (JANGAN DI SIA-SIA KAN!)

Punya teman cewek yang hobi naik gunung? Atau kamu malah salah satu cewek yang suka menaklukkan puncak-puncak tinggi? Betapa beruntungnya dirimu, karena tidak banyak kaum perempuan yang mau bersusah payah mendaki gunung. Bagaimana tidak? Di gunung tidak ada toilet, tidak ada sinyal telepon apalagi internet, jika ingin makan harus masak sendiri, badan dan pakaian kotor penuh debu, seluruh tubuh pegal-pegal, kepanasan di siang hari dan menggigil di malam hari. Kuat banget kan, pendaki cewek itu? Jika kamu punya stigma negatif tentang pendaki cewek, segera singkirkan hal itu dari benakmu. Mungkin kamu berpikiran bahwa pendaki berjenis kelamin cewek itu cenderung tomboy, dekil dan jarang mandi, serta cuek. Stop! 7 alasan berikut akan membuatmu kagum pada pendaki cewek karena mereka spesies langka yang tidak boleh disia-siakan. 1. Kuat dan Tidak Manja Berjalan selama berjam-jam, bahkan 5-7 jam dengan tas ransel atau carrier yang membebani punggung saja pendaki cewek mampu melakukannya. Bekal minum dan makanan hanya seadanya, menunya terbatas pada mie instan dan kopi. Buang hajat di rerumputan dengan berbekal tissue basah. Itu semua harus ditanggung oleh cewek-cewek yang hobi naik gunung. Capek? Tentu. Mengeluh? Itu adalah pantangan. Seorang pendaki berjenis kelamin cewek ditempa untuk menjadi sosok yang kuat dan tidak manja. Mereka berburu dengan waktu, sehingga harus bisa mengalahkan pesimisme yang muncul dalam diri masing-masing. 2. Pejuang Sejati Mendaki gunung yang tingginya ribuan meter di atas permukaan laut bukan persoalan yang mudah. Diperlukan fisik yang kuat dan mental yang mantap bagi seorang cewek yang ingin melakukan pendakian. Sudah kodrat jika cowok dan cewek memiliki kekuatan yang berbeda, cewek biasanya lebih lemah dari cowok. Tapi saat naik gunung, cewek harus bisa mengimbangi para pendaki cowok agar tidak ketinggalan di tengah jalan. Lihat, kan? Seorang pendaki cewek memiliki semangat berjuang yang besar. 3. Ramah dan Supel Saat melakukan pendakian, tentu di perjalanan banyak bertemu dengan pendaki-pendaki lain. Entah itu pendaki cowok atau cewek. Bagi kamu yang sering naik gunung, tentu hafal dengan kebiasaan menyapa pendaki lain. Bahkan mereka bisa menjadi teman perjalananmu selama mendaki gunung. Pendaki cewek juga sering menyapa sesama teman pendaki lain, bahkan walaupun mereka tidak saling mengenal. Dari sekedar basa-basi, “Mari, Mas/Mbak.” sampai menanyakan asal atau memberi semangat. Bahkan tidak jarang, berawal dari saling berbagi makanan atau foto bersama bisa membentuk sebuah persahabatan. 4. Bukan Orang yang Eksklusif Tidur hanya beralas matras dan sleeping bag di tengah alam terbuka saja mau. Makan seadanya, bahkan kadang makanan yang disajikan tidak higienis karena terkena debu saja tidak mengeluh. Capek dan pegal-pegal, tetap berjalan bersama. Pendaki cewek tidak suka menuntut macam-macam. Jangan cemas jika kamu adalah cowok yang enggak kaya, pendaki cewek bukan orang yang matrealistis. Mereka hanya menginginkan pasangannya mau menerima apa adanya dirinya, seperti halnya mereka menerima apa adanya pasangannya. 5. Sederhana dan Apa Adanya Siapa bilang pendaki cewek itu tomboy, sehingga mereka cenderung cuek? Tentu saja tidak! Para pendaki cewek hanya sedikit lebih istimewa daripada cewek-cewek kebanyakan. Pendaki cewek tidak terlalu mempermasalahkan seperti apa mereka di hadapan orang lain. Mereka tidak suka terlihat cantik dengan make up tebal atau perawatan di salon-salon terkenal. Untuk apa? Toh, make up akan luntur saat terkena panasnya matahari di atas gunung. Begitu pun muka akan terlihat coreng moreng karena debu di sepanjang trek pendakian. 6. Romantis Abis Cewek itu gampang tersentuh perasaannya. Tapi, tidak banyak cewek yang mau bersusah payah menunjukkan sisi romantismenya. Kebanyakan malah menuntut cowoknya senantiasa romantis, sedangkan dia sendiri enggan jika harus bersikap romantis. Alasannya: cowok memberi, cewek menerima. Beda halnya dengan cewek yang suka mendaki gunung, dia tidak akan ragu menggandeng tangan pasangannya sambil menikmati matahari terbit di puncak gunung. 7. Cantiknya Tersembunyi Setiap orang tahu, edelweis adalah bunga abadi yang cantik. Tapi orang jarang memperhatikan dandelion yang tak kalah indah, tersembunyi di rerumputan. Seperti halnya para cewek yang suka mendaki gunung, mereka bagaikan dandelion yang keindahannya kalah oleh edelweis yang terlihat di permukaan. Oleh karena itu, hanya orang-orang yang jeli yang bisa melihat kecantikan cewek-cewek titisan Srikandi yang berbeda dari yang lain ini.

WHY KIDS TODAY GROWING UP TOO FAST?

Marketers call them "tweens": kids between eight and 12, midway between childhood and adolescence. But tweens are becoming more like teens, leaning more and more toward teen styles, teen attitudes and teen behavior at its most troubling. "The 12- to 14-year-olds of yesterday are the 10- to 12-'s of today," says Bruce Friend, a vice president of the kids' cable channel Nickelodeon. The Nickelodeon-Yankelovicht Youth Monitor found that by the time they are 12, children describe themselves as "flirtatious, sexy, trendy, athletic, cool." Among the products targeted at this age group is the Sweet Georgia Brown line from AM Cosmetics. It includes body paints and scented body oils with names like Vanilla Vibe and Follow Me Boy. Soon, thanks to the Cincinnati design firm Libby Peszyk Kattiman, your little darling will be able to slip into some tween-sized bikini panties. The tweening of childhood is more than just a matter of fashion. Tweens are demonstrating many of the deviant behaviors we usually associate with adolescence. "Ninth and 10th grade used to be the starting point for a lot of what we call risk behaviors," says Henry Trevor, who heads a middle school in Brooklyn, N.Y. "Fifteen years ago they moved into the eighth grade. Now it's seventh grade." The data supporting this trend are sketchy, since most studies of risk behavior begin with 15-year-olds. But the clearest evidence is found in crime statistics. Although children under 15 still represent a minority of juvenile arrests, their numbers have grown disproportionately in the past 20 years. According to a report by the office of Juvenile Justice and Delinquency Prevention, "offenders under age 15 represent the leading edge of the juvenile crime problem, and their numbers are growing." The crimes committed by younger teens and preteens are growing in severity, too: "Person offenses, which once constituted 16 percent of the total court cases for this age group now constitute 25 percent." Tweens are also becoming more sexually active. Between 1988 and 1995, the proportion of girls saying they had sexual intercourse before 15 rose to 19% from 11%. (Boys remained stable at 21%.) "We're beginning to see a few pregnant sixth-graders, "says Christy Hogan, a recently retired middle-school counselor in Louisville, Ky. Equally striking, though less easily tabulated, is the increasing prevalence of sexual contact short of intercourse. Michael Thompson, co-author of the forthcoming "Raising Cain: Protecting the Emotional Life of Boys," says he hears from seventh- and eighth- graders a lot of talk about oral sex, which they, like a certain prominent role model, don't think of as sex. "For them, it's just fooling around," Mr. Thompson says. Drugs and alcohol are also seeping into tween culture. The past decade has seen more than a doubling of the proportion of eighth-graders who have smoked marijuana (10% today) and of those who no longer see it as dangerous. "The stigma isn't there the way it was 10 years ago," says Dan Kindlon, Mr. Thompson's co-author. "Then, it was the fringe group smoking pot.... Now the fringe group is using LSD. " Other troubling trends: Although the numbers remain small, suicide among tweens more than doubled between 1979 and 1995. Therapists say they are seeing a growth in eating disorders — anorexia and obsessive dieting—even among girls in late elementary school, doubtless an outgrowth of a premature fashion-consciousness. What change in our social ecology has led to the emergence of tweens? In my conversations with educators and child psychologists who work primarily with middle-class kids nationwide, two major and fairly predictable themes emerged: absentee parents and a sexualized and glitzy media-driven marketplace. What has been less commonly recognized is the way these two influences combine to augment the authority of the peer group. With their parents working long hours away from home, many youngsters are leaving for school from an empty house after eating breakfast alone, then picking up fast food or frozen meals for dinner. Almost without exception, the principals and teachers I spoke with describe a pervasive loneliness among tweens. "The most common complaint I hear," says Ms. Hogan, "is, 'My mom doesn't care what I do. She's never home. She doesn't even know what I do.' " The loss of family life invariably expands the power of the peer group. By late elementary school, according to "Peer Power: Culture and Identity," a recent study by Patricia Adler with Peter Adler, boys understand that their popularity depends on "toughness, troublemaking, domination, coolness, and interpersonal bragging and sparring skills." Girls derive status from "success at grooming, clothes, and other appearance-related variables; . . . [their] romantic success as measured through popularity and going with boys; affluence and its correlates of material possessions and leisure pursuits." Both parental absence and the powerful peer group are intricately connected to the rise of a burgeoning tween market. Tweens began to catch the eye of marketers around the mid-1980s, when research found that more and more children this age were shopping for their own clothes, shoes, accessories, drugstore items—even for the family groceries. Today's tween ads reflect this sensibility: Kids are on their own, goes the premise; flatter them as hip and aware almost-teens rather than out-of-it little kids—as independent, sophisticated consumers with their own language, music and fashion. Anyone who remembers high school will recall many of these dynamics. But it is important to recognize that the combination of isolation from adults, peer cruelty and fantasies of sophistication, though always a danger to the alienated teenager, is especially taxing to the fragile ego of the preadolescent. With less life experience and less self-awareness, preadolescents have fewer internal resources to fall back on. "These kids have two years less time to become a firm person," says Helen Colvin, a middle-school science teacher from Harrisburg, Pa. "That's two years less time to discover what they are, what they believe, to experiment with identity. Instead, they want to be like their friends." Tweens, far from being simply a marketing niche group, are the vanguard of a new, decultured generation, isolated from family and neighborhood, shrugged at by parents, dominated by peers, and delivered into the hands of a sexualized and status- and fad-crazed marketplace.

Between Us Perfume Launch

Psst, One Direction have been keeping a secret and it’s time for us to exclusively reveal it. The guys’ latest fragrance, Between US is coming to a store near you soon. Louis, Niall, Harry and Liam have been hard at work making the perfect scent to share with all of you, and it’s finally here! Want to find out when you can get your hands on Between Us? Head over to www.onedirectionfragrance.com and find out when it hits the shelves where you are. Are you as excited as we are? Share your thoughts with us using hashtag #1DFragrance.

Zayn Malik Rumor Round-Up: Which Ones Do You Believe?

1. Zayn and Perrie have broken up: Screen Shot 2015-05-08 at 4.21.03 PM Let’s start with the base rumor. When Zayn was photographed holding hands with a girl who wasn’t fiance Perrie Edwards, people started speculating over whether Zayn was cheating on the Little Mix singer. He dropped out of the rest of the Asian dates on 1D’s tour to fly home to Perrie. Shortly after, he announced he was leaving the group. After meeting up, she was seen leaving their house with a weekend bag. But no worries, the pictures posted from the vacation that followed make it look like everything’s OK. 2. Zayn and Perrie got married Screen Shot 2015-05-08 at 4.26.37 PM On the other end of the Zerrie relationship spectrum, some people are saying that the lovebirds are already married. I’m not sure about this one, but some tabloids claim they have evidence in the form of Facebook posts where Perrie’s friend is congratulating her on her big day. The post was liked by members of One Direction, apparently. 3. Zayn is on drugs Screen Shot 2015-05-11 at 2.09.47 PM After Zayn left, many people scrambled to make sense of why he would quit One Direction. For some, his own explanation simply wasn’t enough. The drugs rumor is a classic one, and it spread in late March, but we haven’t really seen it since. It’s not the first time Zayn has been accused of doing drugs. Zayn missed Four’s release day in November due to illness, but when they were on the “Today” show, host Matt Lauer alluded that his absence meant that he was dealing with substance abuse. 4. Zayn has a sex tape Some click-hungry sites published stories about Zayn’s rumored sex tape. And although many fans probably wish this were true, it’s not. Blame this rumor (and everything else) on internet culture, where websites can just write “report” in a headline, source the story back to someone else and bury the fact that the whole story is fake. 5. Zayn will present at the Movie Awards The MTV Movie Awards were just a few weeks after the 1D news broke and the wound was still fresh. So why not combine two major events into one big rumor? Rumor had it that One Direction would reunite at the show. If only 6. Zayn has a solo career OK, so this one might be true. After all, Naughty Boy and Zayn have been causing a ruckus online. The British producer had retweeted the joint moniker “Zaughty” just days after Zayn’s 1D departure (which got Louis Tomlinson really upset). Shortly after, a Zaughty track surfaced online, including some speculation that it was a ditched One Direction demo. Tomlinson quickly struck the speculation down, therefore confirming that this was all Zayn — solo. 7.One Direction will have a Zayn diss track Diss songs aren’t uncommon, but this one just seems immature. A “source” told Hollywood Life that “Louis helps write a lot of their songs so these feelings will end up in their music. Louis will write a diss son. [sic] He’s angry and he can’t hold it in.” Mhmm… we’ll see about that.

Louis Tomlinson: Zayn Malik Is Being Used By Naughty Boy

“The main problem Louis has with Naughty Boy is that he believes he’s using Zayn to gain notoriety and fame,” a source tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. “Louis genuinely does not believe Naughty Boy has Zayn’s best interests at heart, and in the end will do more damage than good.” 1D fans will remember that Zayn was quick to jump into the studio with Naughty Boy soon after leaving the group. It’s left Louis thinking that Naughty Boy is taking advantage of a lost and confused Zayn, according to the insider. “You must remember, Naughty Boy took Zayn under his wing when he was vulnerable and lost after quitting 1D,” the source continued. “And that’s just how Louis sees it, and hopes that Zayn realizes he’s being taken advantage of and quits ties with the rapper.” Oh, no! We hope for Zayn’s well-being that’s not the case. It’s worth noting he had worked with Naughty Boy before he walked out on his bandmates when they were in middle of their huge world tour.

Zayn Malik 'signed off' One Direction world tour to recover from stress.

The pressures of boyband notoriety and endless media hounding appear to have conquered One Direction’s Zayn Malik, who has been signed off the band’s current world tour with stress. According to One Direction’s publicist, the singer is returning home despite having three dates in Asia scheduled for this week. “Zayn has signed off with stress and is flying back to the UK to recuperate,” says the group’s spokesperson. “The band wish him well and will continue with their performances in Manila and Jakarta.” Aside from the obvious pressures of being part of the biggest boyband in the world, Malik was the subject of two news stories which surfaced this week. The first concerned matters regarding his relationship with Little Mix’s Perrie Edwards, after he was pictured holding hands with another woman while in Thailand. On 18 March, Malik publicly apologised to his fiancée: "i'm 22 years old... I love a girl named Perrie Edwards. And there's a lot of jealous fucks in this world I'm sorry for what it looks like x" on his twitter account.

Zayn Malik Leave From 1D

After five incredible years Zayn Malik has decided to leave One Direction. Niall, Harry, Liam and Louis will continue as a four-piece and look forward to the forthcoming concerts of their world tour and recording their fifth album, due to be released later this year. Zayn says: "My life with One Direction has been more than I could ever have imagined. But, after five years, I feel like it is now the right time for me to leave the band. I'd like to apologise to the fans if I've let anyone down, but I have to do what feels right in my heart. I am leaving because I want to be a normal 22-year-old who is able to relax and have some private time out of the spotlight. I know I have four friends for life in Louis, Liam, Harry and Niall. I know they will continue to be the best band in the world." One Direction say: "We're really sad to see Zayn go, but we totally respect his decision and send him all our love for the future. The past five years have been beyond amazing, we've gone through so much together, so we will always be friends. The four of us will now continue. We're looking forward to recording the new album and seeing all the fans on the next stage of the world tour." Simon Cowell says: "I would like to say thank you to Zayn for everything he has done for One Direction. Since I first met Zayn in 2010, I have grown very, very fond - and immensely proud - of him. I have seen him grow in confidence and I am truly sorry to see him leave. As for One Direction, fans can rest assured that Niall, Liam, Harry and Louis are hugely excited about the future of the band."

Lirik Lagu Fool's Gold by 1D

I'm like a crow on a wire
You’re the shining distraction that makes me fly home
I’m like a boat on the water
You’re the raise on the waves that calm my mind
Oh, every time
And I know in my heart, you’re not a constant star
And, yeah I’ve let you use me from the day that we first met
But I’m not done yet
Falling for your fool’s gold
And I knew that you turn it on for everyone you met
But I don’t regret
Falling for your fool’s gold
I’m the first to admit that I’m reckless
I get lost in your beauty and I can’t see two feet in front of me
And I know in my heart, you’re just a moving part
And, yeah, I’ve let you use me from the day that we first met
But I’m not done yet
Falling for your fool’s gold
And I knew that you turn it on for everyone you met
But I don’t regret
Falling for your fool’s gold
Yeah, I know your love’s not real
That’s not the way it feels
That’s not the way you feel
And, yes, I’ve let you use me from the day that we first met
But I’m not done yet
Falling for your fool’s gold
And I knew that you turn it on for everyone you met
But I don’t regret
Falling for your fool’s gold